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 | Bonjour et bienvenue! | Apr 1, 2005 |
Nothing is more important than having nice meals and short moments of entertainment everyday.
Because life is a brief candle, it shouldn't be a walking shadow but a solid, rich, beautiful and weighty one!
So, wear prettily everyday, eat more and gain more weight!! =P
♥♥♥♥♥ Fashion is my passion ♥♥♥♥♥
The utmost healthy tip: Drink more water!
Anything to say? Simply write on my guestbook =) Hi, my dear mushrooms. Opsss. Have been a while I didn't log in to my account, i realized the 4 cute mushrooms no longer there to welcome me, but some sexy girls. Lol. Miss my mushrooms.
I never wrote an entry since i was back to malaysia. Inevitably, my writing skills has gotten rusty. I apologize for reading my broken English (it never gets better though XD)
Summer breakkkkk~ yeah, break. I listed lots of missions to be accomplished during the break. Most of them didn't work out, which is so disheartening. T___T Transportation problems never gets its way out of me.
What else I wanna write on my blog? Hmm... Nope! I blog because i wanted to =D even though i got nothing to write about.
Busy days will be started tomorrow. I should appreciated times with friends and family. I realized that I have always been a friend in their life - a mere friend who doesn't go deep in heart, who doesn't possess gimlet eyes to notice needs from friends. A kind, skin-deep friend, best epitomizes my position in people's heart. I too evolve the world of my own. Like to be with myself. Even start getting used to be "single" here and enjoying life here in some sense *Doesn't mean that i don't miss my ngap ngap.* But, that's me! XD Hard to change, not impossible though. Decisions are in my hand.
Bu dong de zhen xi de ren, shi bu hui bei zhen xi. =)
Feeling ambitious out of nothing now. Ngek Ngek. XD
Night. Love you <3
Link: http://shuwoon123.blogspot.com/2010/03/blog-post_16.htmlHas the same last name as mine.
Can be very very very very super scary sometimes.
But, when she is not scary (for most of the time), she is really a helpful and supportive friend.
That's why she is one of my close friends Link: http://siewying1118.blogspot.com/Absolutely an unselfish one.
Just like her blog title, her life is so full of "love" - her love for her families, love for her friends, and love for her lover. Finally found a nice blog skin for my multiply site.
I used quite a while to search for a nice one.
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Browsing makes me feel like taking a drug sometimes
it gives me a reward feeling when i find something interesting and able to catch my attention
then i will continue search and search and search
until i found the contents that i want so much
like craving for drugs
i will continue taking and taking and taking
to chase back that euphoria feeling
i believe everyone has experienced this:
searching for lyrics, and another one, and another one, and another one
browsing ppl's blogs, and another one, and another one, and another one
watching one episode of drama, then another, then another one, then another one
when you realize, 1 hour has been passed!!
XD
this is a kind of addiction
an oblivious addiction
but we wont give a damn on it
because we are not taking drugs like cocaine, heroin, MDMA, nicotine ...
a legal addiction and we wont get caught! XD
From psychological point of view
this is called the partial intermittent reinforcement
because the "good" feeling that we get from doing those things (browsing, gambling bla bla bla...)
is out of expectation
rewards us occasionally and intermittently
so unconsciously, we keep clicking one website, then another one, then another one
until we get something that rewards us
the happy feeling disappears so fast
i want more!
i want more!
im not satisfied
then we continue the monotonous journey to look for our happiness
haha
sounds exactly like addiction to drugs!!!
that's why
it's hard to have total abstinence
so now understand why human will be easily engaged in some simple and meaningless tasks
because our brain likes it
believe it or not
all of us are addicted!!!!!
XD
*love my blog skin now. its really a fresh one! Have a new day! XD
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i finally got my psycho result back
terrible!
horrible!
disastrous!
awful!
distressing!
monstrous!
dreaded!
disgusting!
fearful!
hateful!
lousy!
rotten!
stinking!
shocking!
scary!
terrific!
fairy!
detestable!
frightful!
cruel!
obnoxious!
offensive!
repellent!
revolting!
scandalous!
ugly!
ungodly!
unholy!
unkind!
nasty!
i think i copied almost whole list of synonyms adi
lol
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*tired ==*
T___T
No matter how many times i say this
it can't replace the sadness sunk in my heart
LOL
what a terrible midterm T_T
In my twenties, I would draw rh, my friends, and my family on that paper. I would make it a hilarious celebration, painting with colorful colours on them, on the background, on every single corner of the paper. A perky, peppy party.
Then, with some delicious food filling up the empty space. When im craving for good food, i can simply reach them anywhere!
Oh! Don't forget my dreams! It's so big, yet i have already drawn lots of stuffs on the paper! It can't fit in! Hmm... Ohya! Make it a water print. It's big, but oblivious. it can be seen, and cannot be seen. can be felt, and cannot be felt. What an "intractable" dream.
What about... Study? Hmm... I don't really like it, but i can't deny its presence in my life. So it has to be on the paper! T__T
DOGGIE! How could i forget! I wish for one since long ago. Cavalier~ Long ears~ *twist twist twist!*
Where is me??
I almost forgot myself!
Hmm. I must have long hair (with lots of hair of course), with 170cm tall, and slim but nice body figure. And NO SPECS on my nose. XD
And smaller face maybe? Bigger eyes? Beautiful nose? Longer legs?
Wow... That's totally not me!
I don't mind drawing the original me though (although i wish for a better-looking me) =X
And i wanna draw lots of beautiful clothes, shoes, accessories and panties!!!
And lots of different beautiful places: Paris, Barcelona, Switzerland, Rome...
And lots of lots of exciting activities..
And lots of lots of friends doing them with me (or my dear doing them with me? I'm kinda self-centered lol)
And lots of lots of lots of...
Opsss.. The paper is not big enough to fit in all my stuffs T__T
It tells me a lesson in the end, " YOU CANT BE SO GREEDY! XD It has been a few weeks i'm having a runny nose.
When i'm walking on the street, you can see my shiny little nostrils. Not because i have nose piercing (it would certainly make me look like a cow, moooooo~), but shiny, sticky fluid sauntering through the caves as well when i'm doing my saunter.
When im laughing, you gotta be careful. it can be anytime on your face, jumping from me to you. Probably due to the "inertia" of laughing that forces the mucous "jumps" out from its home! Hate that moment. If there's no tissue around, im gonna snuff it back to its home. What a wonderful solution.
I'm scared of studying, because it likes reading just like me! Sometimes it will stick its head out of the window due to the interesting content of the books. It will eventually stay on the books to study with me sometimes. 100% ACCIDENT (so don't borrow books from me! XD )
A few words to my runny nose: Nose ah nose. My lovely nose. When can you control your babies from annoying me leh~ T___T
How people feel matters a lot a lot a lot. Why?
Because feelings can induce behaviours.
Many people have been complaining they do not have a honey, heavy dew of slumber, having a long, boring, sleepless nights with eyes wide open, looking at the empty ceiling. Insomnia, they call it. However, the truth is that they do sleep! It's just that they do not have a real deep sleep or not sleep long enough, making people feel that they are having an insomnia! Because people believe they have insomnia, so they have it. Ridiculous. People are actually creating malaise for themselves!
The simple "sleepless nights" clearly depict how humans often overestimate their misfortunes. Naturally we will incline to negative thoughts when dealing with trivial matters. Not getting sleep enough recently? Oh, what a big bad luck in my life. Studying hard courses? My life is so miserable! Not being able to do things that you wish to do? Oh no, I'm dead. Because your feelings of thinking you are so unfortunate is taking control over your limbic system in your brain, talking with friends becomes a stage for you to express blue funk, eventually making your life more "blue".
How you think your life is, how your life would be. Don't underestimate the power of human mind. Stop complaining and looking at bad sides only. There are lots more people who are more hapless than us.
So please think of more joyful stories instead of piteous ones you think you have.
p/s: Because I think I'm beautiful, that's why I'm beautiful. XD JUST KIDDING
Because I feel I'm happy, I believe in my future I will be happier (and more successful =X) than now =)
Scared of my superb mind power probably =P I don't want to be an imbecile who messes up life with heartrending stories.
Cheers for my big goal! I call this is a big one because it indeed cannot be achieved easily. Goals about making changes in thinking is never an easy one, believe it or not. Humans are soooooooooooooooo complicated ( but awesome! =) ) !
Love this on my psychology textbook:
LIFE
PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY
PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY
PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY
PLAY SCHOOL PLAY SCHOOL PLAY SCHOOL PLAY SCHOOL
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL
FIRST LOVE BRIEF HAPPINESS BREAK UP REGRET SCHOOL
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL
PLAY WORK PLAY WORK PLAY WORK PLAY WORK PLAY WORK
IDEALISM EFFORT REJECTION FAILURE WORK EFFORT FAILURE
COMPROMISE WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
COMMITMENT WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK PLAY
RETIRE PLAY DIE
*BY SHANNON WHEELER
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